Oh, an interesting email came today. I read it, replied, and then my beautiful black thoughts came back. I was thinking about it, and thinking about 'The Day'.
I was reading Double Cross by James Patterson. There's some good, unanswered questions. Like, why is it okay to cry at a wedding, but not okay to laugh at a funeral? Another statement, I think, was we come into this world easily, but our leaving is much harder. Interesting questions from an interesting guy, I think.
But this email, it reawoke the feelings that I have felt since April. The emptiness has now been sucessfully replaced. I have limited myself. I feel happy. Why now, all of a sudden, does this email come, reawake my thoughts, and make those nice black thoughts come back?
'Sick Of This'
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This does show who really can't move on from the past. I don't understand what has scarred them so deeply she needs to hang on for months to such bad vibes. I don't believe this behavior is considered healthy, ahaha.
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